Sky Rockets In Flight Afternoon Delight.

okay should be writing a commentary, instead listening to the soundtrack from Hair... god I feel like my mother sometimes

you were right by the way, to say you would walk away easier than me. I'm perfectly free to say you because its not like anyone reads this anymore. its a dying empire, like my heart.

life actually sucks... hoping the summer brings something new, vibrant, brings new life to my heart, oh let the sun shine in, please.

Its not that I don't make a concious effort to walk away, but I always seem to weaken, life is little more than a long road, and I fear I'm stuck on the deserted highway, rather than the happy route which is so much easier, and not so treacherous.

you brought a warm summers day to my cold stormy heart. never forget that.

xxTheVengeanceKidxx

45.

Okay peoples have been asking where the idea for my blog name came from. so I thought I'd explain and tbh the song kind of matches my mood atm :) so here is the lyrics to 45 - Shinedown, and I'll link ya to a vid

xxTheVengeanceKidxx

Send away for a priceless gift
One not subtle, one not on the list
Send away for a perfect world
One not simply, so absurd
In these times of doing what you're told
Keep these feelings, no one knows
What ever happened to the young man's heart
Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart

And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,
I'm swimming through the ashes of another life
There's no real reason to accept the way things have changed
Staring down the barrel of a 45

Send a message to the unborn child
Keep your eyes open for a while
In a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one else
There's a piece of a puzzle known as life
Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight
What ever happened to the young man's heart
Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart
 
And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,
I'm swimming through the ashes of another life
There's no real reason to accept the way things have changed
Staring down the barrel of a 45

Everyone's pointing their fingers
Always condemning me
And nobody knows what I believe
I believe

And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,
I'm swimming through the ashes of another life
There's no real reason to accept the way things have changed
Staring down the barrel of a 45

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-kwpbvruBhI

Thats the vid. clicky clicky :)

Close Yet Far

Hopefully passed my finance exam resit :)

Sudden confidence boost ftw! oh dear god I feel like Bridget Jones...

Media coursework is about as much of a success as the titanic was. (a rather large amount of fail tbh)

I must learn how to use photoshop. or find that really good media creator software we used to have... ok I have to do an A4 poster and an A5 advert and finish my dvd cover. sounds easy... I hope :)

Also must buy auburn hair dye and touch up my roots and top up my now fading hair colour :')

I Want summer '10 to happen now.

I'mmma disappear now anyway :)

The Queen Of Promise Herself

xxTheVengeanceKidxx

The Sex Has Made Me Stupid <3

I'm officially certifiable...

I went to the Doctors, had my blood pressure tested. its actually normal again :) considering it was high in June. Have to fill in a questionnaire on my moods, coz theres a small possibility I have Manic (Bi-Polar) Depression... saying that, it could just be teenage angst. will have to wait til Wednesday to find out.


Thought I'd missed the 231 this morning and began to walk to Ashton, only to see it go past me... That bus is never on time!! and then I had to get another bus coz I was gonna be late... I hate buses now.


Currently spamming a mixture of Angels and Airwaves and Blink 182, and avoiding doing anything constructive on my coursework. I've failed it... already. well no I haven't Kitty's gonna help me... well no, she's going to make it on photoshop on her laptop with my consultation... 


A sort of pet peeve is when people send me texts on unknown numbers and when I text who is this, they don't text back!! It sort of annoys me, but I think its my sisters soon to be boyfriend... so if she annoys me, I'm texting him and letting him know Alix has penis. LOL


Before I go, I just want to say... THE GAME! ^^



xxTheVengeanceKidxx

Paranoid!!

so once again my media coursework is taking a nosedive,

im doomed to fail. :(